You

I don't want to write poems about you

Because I don't think you would care.

This must became something regular

Like these are not my feelings that I want to share.

 

I'm heartbroken and lost but how could you know?

You had only one dream about the woman you will love.

And I don't feel upset or bad for the thing that I lost.

As I lost it from such a long time ago.

 

I wish I could say that I am miserable right now

Since I am familiar with this abandoned feeling

But no, I am not, I will not even cry

Because I get used to being the left alone.

 

At least I am not trying to find any flaws.

Don't get me wrong, I know I have tons.

But this is not my fault. This is just my life.

And you don't want to see me in your sight.

 

I am getting bored from being the girl who always cries.

You know the girl who is weak and need a man to stay alive.

I really felt something in years when I looked at your eyes

I wonder how do you feel about my eyes now.

 

It's not like I will lose a touch.

Since I've never kissed you or hugged.

It's just some calls and some shots.

I know after you, I will not lose my mind.

 

So farewell my dear,

Go find someone you belong.

More importantly, someone belongs only to you.

Try to smile whenever she makes you feel pain

I will pray for you to not to live the things you made me live.

Forget me not my dear, I have no intentions of doing such mistake.

If nothing, now you know what kind of girls for your heart to take.

I know you don't want to know but I'll say,

I loved you and I will move on anyways.

Since I am not the weak girl anymore whom everyone loves to share,

I am the strong woman who scares anyone away.